Music....

I have realized music can do wonders to me…
It can make me shiver in the hot sun…
It can take me to a world where there is nothing but happiness…

Music can make words disappear. Make things meaningless…
Music is something every creature in this world can fall in love with..
It can’t be learnt there is so much that you can only keep discovering it more and more every day…

Everything little sound has a feeling attached to it…
Music is God….Music is the core of our existence…

Music is the best thing man ever discovered….
It can show you a different world and make u reach nirvana..

Thank you God for making me blessed enough to feel the most treasured thing in this world…

Going home..

Going home. Going home.

I'm a-going home.Quiet-like some still day,

I'm just going home.
It's not far, just close by, through an open door.

Work all done, cares laid by, Going to fear no more;
Mother's there expecting me, Father's waiting, too.

Lot's of folks gathered there. All the friends I knew.
Morning star lights the way, restless dream all done.

Shadows gone, break of day, real life just begun.
There's no break, there's no end, just a-living on;

Wide awake, with a smile, going on and on.
Going home. Going home,

I'm just going home.

It's not far, just close by, through an open door.

Some things....

I don’t know why some things happen they way they do..
And amazingly they happen all the time…repeatedly without failing not to happen…
Some of the things that I face and want to change badly..

The milk, tea almost anything kept on gas…always spills when u just go out of the kitchen for a second….no matter how many hours you have been standing next to the gas, it wont spill or wont even show a signal that its going to spill..But when you come back after just one sec to the kitchen it has just spoilt your kitchen evenly.Big conspiracy…

You plan for something badly…and are excited about it big time...but when it is about to happen you feel why is it happening at all???Why did I ever pray for it...and to add to it in case you are happy even when its happening….just at the last point it gets stuck…

Good things come when you don’t need it…or may be you don’t realize coz its good…

Past is always good…no matter what and how you have lived…

Confusion is a part of life…even when you are getting the best thing in life you are indecisive…

When you want to prove how good you at something…that thing stops reciprocating and you’ll be standing as a fool saying...”oh trust me I know it well just that I am having a bad hair day” uhhhhhh…

You are good but not good enough…when you are trying to talk about yourself and what all you have done and all…there are people who are always better off and have better stories…

You never find that one right song in your MP3 player with almost 500 songs….and listen to the radio which somewhat plays the same music…

There is never that perfect dress for that perfect day when you are looking for one in your overflowing wardrobe…and even if you find when it needs ironing…and guess what there is no electricity…

There is more traffic on the road when you are already late…

Oh!!!! They are so many more…but I think I should stop wasting more space here…

I rise like a wave....

Like the rain settles down the dust to earth..

Like the dark think tunnel has light at its end..

Like every hard shell has soft sead inside...

Like the clouds cover the hot scorching sun..

Life shows you the way to to survive and play the game...

Life..so many questions..so many answers...a mystery solved yet so unsolved...

I am so Special....

When you think..life has given you everything you want...poof you realise its all fake...

The happiness that you have been thanking God for is taken away...Sounds dramatic right...

There is nothing more dramatic than your own life...coz you are living every bit of it...

Every ecstasy every pain is comparable to no one..coz u go through your own set of highs and lows....then why do we compare????compare people...life's and who's better than whom...why do have so much competition around...isn't there enough space for everyone in this world..cant we enjoy ourselves for a change rather than becoming someone to prove our worth to this world...

I always thought..people who love you will love you for what you are...i have been trying hard to prove myself and it pains to see dissatisfaction in some one's eyes...Its unsaid and cold...and i can feel that i have failed to what i wanted to prove..

I cant tell anyone about it....its just that i have to live with it every minute of my life...I have reached a state in my life where acceptance is what i can show...i dare not fight...dare not raise my voice...i dare not make anyone unhappy....

All i can do is tell myself..."better times are on my way"

God whispered something in my ears...

I was too small to understand what he said..

When i grew up i realised i can sing...

I thought God had told me to sing and make the world happy...

So I sang and sang to make myself feel good..

I made music my life....

Few years later i realised i can dance to any odd beat..

I thought God had told me to dance to express myself..

and fight all the odds in life...

So i danced to all the tunes i could..

But with time my songs and music begun to fade..

I could not understand what is that i am living for...

Is it just another head in the crowd with no purpose in life??Am i here to make no sound and pass away in silence??

Then i realised God had told me i am SPECIAL child of his..

He had told me:

"i ll test your patience a little more than others..so that you keep yourself grounded and miss me all the time...so that you call my name and tell me to solve your problems"...

Its because God misses me too much and does not want me to forget him...

So he gave me little extra tears than few people...

He didn't make my life hell...because then i would hate him...

He just added few problems in my life to remain in my wish list...

All i can say is God i miss you and yes I am grounded and patient...Just listen to all my prayers...

Yes its me again....

I had a blog of mine and because of some reason i had to delete everything i wrote... but that doesnt stop me to write again...

Life is changing very fast for me and i am trying to cope up with it fast...i am confused as usual..thinking whats right and whats wrong...i keep telling myself DONT THINK...so here i find a vent out of my irritating mind...

Recently i went to Mauritius and fell in love with that place...i wish life was a holiday and i never ever had to return back..sometimes i feel i am living for others and not myself... Had i lived my way life would be different and crazy...may be its good for me..may be bad..!! see i said my mind is crazy...

I guess i ll catch hold of you later...when i am not in a thinking mood...which may take a long long time...;-)